I wrote this at a time when I wasn't well, and hadn't been feeling right for a long time. That numb, flat feeling that was there had become normal to me, a part of me. A good friend of mine gave me a compliment and it surprised me, seemed to shake me out of my trance. It woke me up to the fact that I didn't feel anything anymore, and that I wasn't OK. Depression can be really nasty, but not knowing or acknowledging it is worse. At that time, I didn't know if I'd ever really feel alive again. I'm glad to say, I'm back!
lyrics
Is it gone?
Words and music by Chich
Verse 1:
I’ve been waiting for silver lining; it’s been on my mind.
Yes I’m getting sick and tired, but I’m still hanging on.
I’ve been wondering why I’m falling, I’ve been waiting to long.
Getting worse don’t know what I’m feeling, but I can’t feel my love.
Chorus:
Is it gone, is it gone, is it gone, is it gone.
Verse 2:
I know I’m a good, good man, I see it in your face.
But when I look in the mirror, I see an empty slate.
I don’t hate or really love, my heart just pumps blood.
I hope I can find it again, so I can live it up.
Chorus:
Is it gone, is it gone, is it gone, is it gone.
Is it gone, is it gone, is it gone, is it gone,
I can’t find it.
Is it gone, is it gone, is it gone, is it gone,
You can see it but I can’t.
Is it gone, is it gone, is it gone, is it gone,
Lord, help me find it.
Is it gone, is it gone, is it gone, is it gone,
Where’s my love.
credits
from I'm Alive,
released August 31, 2014
released August 31, 2014
Richard Aljinovic - Lead Vocal, Acoustic Guitars
Simon Morel - Lead Guitar
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